December 2010
14 posts
I've been Ted all along
How I Met Your Mother hits really close to home sometimes and the one I watched today was one of those times. I am single, but I don’t act like it. I’ve been trying so hard to have a relationship that I never really dated or just had fun with someone with no long term plans. The rest will happen when it happens, I need to try to have fun in the mean time.
My Get Psyched Mix
Bon Jovi - You Give Love a Bad Name
Cee Lo Green - Fuck You
Beastie Boys - Sabotage
House of Pain - Jump Around
Gorilliaz - Feel Good, Inc
Tommy Sparks - She’s Got Me Dancing
Papa Roach - Time and Time Again
Katrina and the Waves - Walking on Sunshine
KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See
The Damned - Neat Neat Neat
The Cure - Friday I’m in Love
Queen - Don’t Stop Me Now
The...
It’s not an ugly baby, he just looks like Winston Churchill. And not in that way all babies look like Winston Churchill, he looks JUST LIKE Winston Churchill.
Not my day
Forgot it was mom’s birthday.
Yelled at and got yelled at by my brother. (we both apologized, though, so that ended up alright)
Had to listen to a relative bitch about the waitress at Red Lobster not bringing the cheddar biscuits because it was FUCKING LUNCH TIME AND THERE WEREN’T ANY IN THE KITCHEN AND BY THE TIME SHE FINISHED TAKING CARE OF HER 20 TABLES SOMEONE ELSE HAD GRABBED...
I ALMOST put that song on a CD once. Haven’t seen A Walk to Remember, though.
My humorous names for sports
Basketball: Hooperball
Football: Pigball
Hockey: Angry pucks
Baseball: Lameball
And kind of an embarassing aside...
Just now I cleared my inbox, except for a few locked texts that I still read every now and again. May 4th may have been one of the happiest days of my life. But I’m sentimental.
Qualifying my insanity
I’m trying to say something here and it just isn’t working. I’ve outdone myself, that’s for sure. But I’m not really surprised. I’m in a weird place and I don’t know who I can ask for help.
Soon I’ll be turning 23 and in my time in this world I’ve experienced a lot, good and bad. But with that being said something has always been missing....
My friend, who I recently got into Buffy the Vampire Slayer, just finished season 1 and hopes that Willow and Xander get together eventually. She’s grossly homophobic and I haven’t the heart to tell her what happens. When she hits that episode it’s going to be hilarious.
I’ve done a lot for my friends. I’ve talked friends through depression, given someone who was writing their suicide note a reason to live, been the pillar of my family when our other was gone, and gotten a stalker ex-boyfriend to stop following a girl through means I should not be proud of, but am anyway.
But when someone asks me to help someone they know get their life...
Tonight's emotional baggage.
It’s been almost 5 months since dad died and my love of the holiday season made me remember stuff. How he’d always go into the attic the day after Thanksgiving and get our Christmas stuff down. How me and my brother would always fight over who got to put the angel on the top of the tree. And how my parents would spend way too much money on gifts and would still feel bad about not...
A friend asked me how I stomach watching so many romantic comedies. She then proceeded to go on a rant about how they create false expectations for relationships and how reality doesn’t work that way and something about developing prince charming complexes in girls. Honestly I stopped paying attention because she’s becoming a bitter shrew.
Then I said that they weren’t meant to...
It’s getting to the point that her schedule is so conveniently chaotic that she doesn’t have to just come out and say she doesn’t want to hang out with me. I don’t even care if we never start dating or anything at this point, I’d just like to see her in person again for more than just 3 seconds from across the UC.
Also, I’m starting to realize that, while...